:(

today is a sad day. today is a sad day. today is a sad day.
my awesome cousin putra is moving to the UK for 2 and a half years.
He is awesome because he skates, he is "fixed", he has an A+++ music taste, he plays da drumz&da piano&da guitar, he loves photography, he wears nike dunks and vans, and he has an "OK" taste for fashion as in he sometimes wear plaid and shit and most of his clothes are topman etc.
  soooo two days ago around 11 pm he went to my house, We did nothing but chill.
we talked about (and laugh at) lots of stuff, downloaded a couple of shits, and played some retarded games. He went home at 2am and when he left, there's this weird feeling inside me, like fear of being left & forgotten.
 yesterday i went to his house, i went straight to his room--i could smell the fragrance of the room, i liked it. And so we started to do the same thing as the night before, he introduced me to  a lot of bands i didn't knew before, we had a great time. when i got home the feeling came back again but i decided to erase it by sleeping.
 earlier today i went to the airport to say "the last" goodbye. i was the first person he hugged, the hug was pretty nice, i didn't want to (ever) let go..and so i said "take care ya put" i held my tears, it was damn hard. and today i've been silently crying, not wanting to let people know. hurts.
 last year we actually spent our summer together in the USA, we had a blast with the rest of the homestay team #neverforget. and since that moment we got so much closer. things were going up and down, i actually fought with him because of this stupid bitch~moving on.
 you can't really realize how close you are with someone until that someone is gone, permanently or temporarily. and i'm facing it right now.
   good luck bro.