blissful Wednesday

hAy.
so we meet again.
I had a wonderful night last night.
i watched The Trees And The Wild for the 2nd time (THEY'RE AWESOME check them out) in backyard coffee bintaro. I can guess the owner is one of Maliq&d'essential's members since the workers there wear maliq t-shirts and they actually sell them merchz.
so yeah me nadira agatha and alia went there at 8ish. 21st night played first, we stayed outside though...TTATW was outside too, not far from us and i was really tempted to take a pic with them butttt i was too scared haha (weird)
and so ttatw started the gig, Remedy (the vocalist, yes i know he has a beautiful name. full name : Remedy Waloni. + he's handsome..yeah i'm using the word handsome instead of cute) said we should watch while siting down since their songs aren't upbeat songs and so we chill.
Nadira really wanted to see "Berlin" played live and they played it last night!!!!!! i was so happy too though since it's a really good song. They played a couple of songs, and ended the set with the song "Irish Girl" a song that people often know.. you can say it's a mainstream song by them..not in general. The drummer of Maliq&d'essential played the drums (pas irish girl doang) and it was amazing. i almost cried it was so beautiful omygod and they played another song after irish girl since "we wanted more"
:-D
i posted the videos on youtube, le check it out?  >LINK<
oH funny story. jadi kan while watching nadira asked me to order a cup of coffee for his driver since he's sick. i didn't pay attn because i was enjoying ttatw so much and then the guy behind the counter yang gue mintain kopi............adalah..................drummer nya maliq. i mean, how awkward is that??? hahahahah
video nya agak kurang jelas bytheway...but yeah it was better live (obviously) kayak lebih """kena""" gitu hahaha.

i bought the merch. a t-shirt and it was too big for me so i cut it and made another cropped top T!

                                                   how i wear it, hahaha excuse my fat tummy!
last night i also ended up staying at nadira's place (shankz nad) and today we went to soto kudus blok m for lunch with tante Dian a.k.a her mom, it was fun..we played would you rather and it confused me so much! she asked things like "would you rather queen hidup lagi trs mama nonton or nonton andrea bocelli for once every 3 months?"to her mom and "would you rather fall out boy balikan atau nonton warped tour setiap taun?" she tried to fuck my brainZzZ.
Oh and she gave me a can of blue sasha hahaha i just sprayed the tip of my hair. And my sister kinda sprayed Marco's ears and tail too......blue puppy is blue.

                              lol jadi agak kaku.......(you can see kurt cobain behind me) (ok) (creepy)

Here's to the kids

"Here's to the kids.

The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.
Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.
Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.
Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.
Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV...and blame MTV for ruining their life.
Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.
Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.
Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.
Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed.
Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn't feel so alone after doing so.
Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).
Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care.
Here's to the kids who speak their mind.
Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.
Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.
Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.
Here's to the kids.
This one's not for the kids,
who always get what they want,
But for the ones who never had it at all.
It's not for the ones who never got caught,
But for the ones who always try and fall.
This one's for the kids who didnt make it,
We were the kids who never made it.
The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys.
Not for the kids who had all their joys.
This one's for the kids who never faked it.
We're the kids who didn't make it.
They say "Breaking hearts is what we do best,"
And, "We'll make your heart be ripped of your chest"
The only heart that I broke was mine,
When I got My Hopes up too too high.
We were the kids who didnt make it.
We are the kids who never made it."
- (Pete)r Lewis Kingston (Wentz) III

dedicated to TVXI

oh dear! i think i'm getting a little cheesy here. hahaha oh well here it goes!

so here's a playlist i made for TVXI, feel free to download the songs. please think of us (TVXI,that is) whenever you listen to these songs. (i'm gonna give you the download links biar pada ngga males, so just click on the title of le songs. you're welcome)

 We all roll along - The Maine
 Growing up - The Maine
 summer hair = forever young - The Academy Is...
 Let it roll - All Time Low
 good day - Angels & Airwaves
 let it ride - Automatic Loveletter
 the end's not near - Band of Horses
 i guess this is growing up - Blink-182
 the first day of my life - Bright Eyes
 hello, i'm in delaware - City and Colour
 the city is dead;long live the scene - Cobra Starship
 priceless - Copeland
 stay young, go dancing - Death Cab For Cutie
 take me home - The Downtown Fiction
 down by the water - The Drums
 saying goodbye - Every Avenue
 I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You) - Fall Out Boy
 life of the party - Forever The Sickest Kids
 wish you were here - Hey Monday
 dont let them see you cry - manchester orchestra (so good man)

baru sampe m...............udah ah banyak bgt, derita punya 3000+ lagu hahahaha
part 2 coming soon!

love always,
charlie...well no dinda.
i've been reading "the perks of being a wallflower" (thank you nadira for borrowing me the book!) the reason i read it was because Pete [wentz] mentioned it in his "speech"

"Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn't feel so alone after doing so."
and then i read it in front of my cousin who's a big fan of harry potter and she kinda freaked out because emma watson is playing in the movie the perks..i didn't even know they were filming it.
turns ouuutttt it was the movie where emma and logan were co-starzzzz
the book is about a 15 year old boy living his life yaaadayaadayaada (baca sendiri)

so yeah i feel a little tired now. enjoy the songs! (btw after checking the post i found out that some of the songs aren't link colored a.k.a still black. don't worry you can still click it)

Jagkhearta, jakarta.

so! last week, or is it? yeah well me and my friends went touring around Jakarta by Busway.
it was a tiring, yet awesome journey..
at 8, we all went to the halte busway yang di blok M, we didn't stop allll the way down to kota tua.
the first destination was museum bank mandiri, first time i went there.. to be honest the place was kinda creepy, reminds me of canicius somehow though lol.
and then we walked to museum fatahillah. We rented a couple of bikes (I CAN'T RIDE SO GUE DI BONCENG UHUY!) half of us went inside the museum, yeah been there before but it was still cool.
we chilled around fatahillah & the alun" for a couple of hours yeah felt good.
and then we all went for lunch not far from there. From theree we went all the way to monas! we didn't go up because it was hella crowded. We actually ended up chilling and doing nothing..being stupid and all. It was Angel's birthday jadi kita menyiram yay!
The fact that i didn't bring my fish eye made me a little bummed but thanks to all of the kids who brought their cameras all was well!
from monas Michelle, Abi, daniel,Ayu, Tiara, Chacha, and I went walking to GI..seriously, i thought it was a short walk........but no it wasn't believe me. Abi and Ayu ended up taking a taxi though lol -_-
at GI i had a bowl of yoshinoya yurrmz!
so yeah that was one of the funnest days of my summer. Believe me the day was longer than this,but i summed up the story.
Before this Jakarta trip me and my 14 qurlfriendz went to Puncak to rest. We stayed in my Villa, nice place..thanks eyang for letting us crash it.
we stayed for 3 days, what we did : eat,sleep,repeat.
no seriously, we only did that. well yeah some of us went swimming and watch some dvds hahaha.
we should that again but i suggest next time we bring ABC and the boys with us! yeah????!

we all roll along.

hi.
been awhile now.
Yesterday Michelle asked about this blog and yeah i really should update it.
sooo, i'm 15 now and my birthday party went good! a couple of friends went to my house to surprise me hehe (big thanks to machupiccu) they gave me:

a mixtape

some cupcakes

and a poster

 (YAAY!!!) And also thank you so much to michelle for the post! ;) I'm actually gonna buy you a present, just wait for it. And i'd also like to thank bunga, dani, and aliq for the poster you guys gave me! much love. creative people around me, u jelly?!
We went to KOI mahakan for my birthday brunch, all went well..we had fun and the food was great.

-moving on-

yesterday, June 20th, my friends and I went to Aliq's house to have a BBQ party, it end up as a pool party though. I had soooooooo much fun we all went swimming at night. that's what i call a night to remember. The food was also great, thanks to chef Michelle ;)
we had some ribs, le steak, nachos..and durian. for those who's wondering, no i don't like durian thank you.
I think the pictures aren't up on facebook yet, but yeah you can imagine 20-ish kids girls and boys swimming at night. we were screaming and laughing, some were chatting at the pool side and stuff. We also played with Aliq's chairs in the pool (broke one..sorry about that liq) hahaha some slept over at aliq's but some went home, yeah i went home and Agatha decided to stay in my house for the night.
so guys, thank you so much! I don't want this post to be a sappy,mushy,filled with goodbyes one.
We shall do it again!!!!!!!! my house, perhaps? :-D